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It's been a while, ay? I hope everyone doing fine here As for me, well same thing going on hahaz... Off to class, rushing assignments, practicing, sleep, playing games, etc... And thank u so much for all the watchers and those that fave and comment my works, ya know such gratitude cant be bought by money cuz' it's priceless... I'm so thankful that ~StarSophi, ~StarShiva, ~Starsin, *physcopedia, ~nefurina and many others that keep supporting me, you know u're the best of all, my friends!! ^___^



I wonder if anyone in my watchlist ever wondering about this, or still remember activities i've done bck in 2007, where i'm such a naive 'artist' over here... Be it naive or not, it's a past but like the title mentioned, i'm once again gonna make things clear out of this mess... For the pass 2 years and half i'm dwelling this site, as a member of DA, my first reason [naive-ly] is to get ppl acknowledge my artworks... However, i can see that i've 'matured' through some events and i know that, acknowledgement only stands 35% of our efficiency of bringing out the 'true colors' of our works... We -crazily- yearns for popularity, daily deviants or anything to make us shove away from the darkness lane, and 'shine' as the best among others... Anyone, willing to do anything to get that... Indirectly, it 'tore' away this colorful site, whereas the artists supposed to support each other, be humble, and give the best critiques to those that wants to improve... Nowadays, we were prompted with many dramas in here just like myspace... anime [not that i 'despise' it since i draw anime style work as well] become the most overwhelming category and force other category work like graphic design, typography art, vector, image manipulation, photography and etc become the 'substitute', u could notice only 4-5 works of the above category i've mentioned get to appear on the front page but anime works ALWAYS appeared... Yes, we cant deny the actual fact... Moreover, is it me or anyone notice that, artists nowadays tend to be so 'conservative' until they cant accept critiques or any comment [truthfully] that try to help them improve? They tend to view it as a 'threat' that degraded their works, since they have set their mind about 'my drawing is the best, this is the best, i think it is fine so there's no reason for others to critique it' even though their lips promised lotsa thing like 'no worries, i'm open-minded and so on'...

Like me, i have this case that was supposed to 'seal' away but i wanna mention at here once again, in order to clear my name and reputation... Back in 2007, like i've stated before, i have -friends- that considered 'conservative' enough to backfire me in the end... But lemme start the story first... These 2 particular persons, were -friends- that i've met somewhere else before they start joining DA to ' promote' their works... I wont mentioned their names here but some might know them since they're 'so called' popular over DA... Before this, one of them was kinda close to me but ever since she obtained something more 'advance' like tablet and opencanvas [that time it was considered the best software for drawing, principally anime style], and i kindly asked that if she could shares it with me... Unfortunately, being as cocky as she is now, she tends to avoid any question of mine and asked me 'go find it by yourself'; so, dissapointed with her attitude, [probably she feared that i might surpassed her if she handed the software to me or so, who knows?] i didnt say much but continue using photoshop... but at the same time, i began to dislike her cocky attitude so i didnt talk much with her as well... And finally, where our nonsense war happened, it started off when my bf using my account to critique her works [of course, based on the true fact]; she couldn't stands the 'bad' critique given by my bf [and stupidly mistaken that i'm the one critique that despite my bf signs a name below each comment he gave], so she buried a deep hatred to me; that's included one of her tomboyish friend, who swear that will 'killed' us cuz we 'critique' [aka insult in their mind] her best friend's works... They lost the battle somehow, and still dissastified over the fact that they've defeated in this stupid debate, they involved another person in such insanity as well... Me and my bf thought that would be the last comment and he wont bother to continue it as these 2 jokers will stop replying, but instead, they brought another 'amateurish' ppl into DA and backfire us... Sarcastically to say, it was such a very laughable matter as they put more priority of concerning ppl that might threaten their ' popularity' instead of use their brains to think something else of how to improve... So one of them, still being a hard-headed brat, 'emo-ing' this so called war in her journal and links bck to my page at here... Of course, look at the ugly side, my friends... Normally, ppl that try to get sympathy won it... So, indirectly, it affected me and her watchers view me as the 'culprit' that make she sad or feel like commit suicide [lame~]... I dont really mind if they wanna accept the fact that their drawing still sucks and they cant improve at all... Me, being as evil as possible, i do wish they cant improve at all and will always stay in that lame style until forever or till the day they gave up this interest and move on to other job... I wont take back my words as i'm consistent over this fact... For me, these ppl are just wasting their time in this sort of hobbies... probably or most likely, such ppl cant get enough of attention from their parents/family, so they tend to run away and join the virtual world to get attention, as much as they can even they've been labeled as 'whore' and so on... or being an extreme 'otaku' that dont have life, they complaint that their life is unfair, lonely, less friends and so on, but do ask yourself [if you're one of them] 'Do others or Gods -despise- you so much until gave u such life???' OR 'You are the ONE that make your life miserable but you didnt notice it??' In such case, no one shall be blame but you, yourself... Examine and think it twice eh? If it is, i swear that such interest will fade away like an evaporated cloud on the sky, sooner or later... It can't stay longer as human are always presented with many delicious choices, and well, human are the 'lustful' creature on earth where they tend to change and get things they want, while abandoning the previous interest...

I do feel curious somehow... Why 'ATTENTION' or ' POPULARITY' so important till ppl could shave their heads bald in order to obtain it? Is that important than anything else? Is every human so desperate enough to gain it? Just wondering why everyone so worked up until they could achieve such stage? I'm not despising anyone at here, but rather just stating out the past which indirectly still affected me... I just wanna clear out something that, i'm neither on anyone side, i stand on my own feet and i wanna tell everyone that, i speak based on true facts... Whether ppl wanna accept this ugly fact that happened in this corrupted world, or so, it's up to everyone... The world is suffering major injuries due to ppl's selfishness... So, it is still not too late to think everything in each angle, be considerate in every situation... Dont be so stereotype like the watchers of the 2 jokers i've mentioned above, despise me, degraded my reputation just because that 2 persons bad-mouthed me in their journals, well only due to the matters that they cant accept true critiques from somebody else... Mayhap it supposed to be sealed away deep within the dark memories, somehow i invoke it and clarify that, i'm still the -TriCiaLeonHeart- that everyone knows... Do not get so worked up over the fact where u might heard that i'm the 'antagonist' in such story... Do not feel upset or try to against me even when i stated out the true facts, this is the reality, face it or so... Everything is up to each person's decision, whether you wanna accept it or not, it's depends on you... Deal me your business, and i shall deal you back with a proper profit, ay? No matter what, i'm gonna 'clean' this 'bad' aura that the 2 jokers gave to me and making me dwell within darkness for the past 2 years...

So yeah, my friends... Think wisely eh? Think this matter with a clean and open mind, and you shall get the same answer and the view that i've been mentioning since last time... ^_^

So yeah...


*Ganbatte!! On tmr student council's seminar!! And for my assignments, and also Final Fantasy Tactics: War of Lions~!!!*


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Ragnarok Online: Oath of a Valkyrie
Summary:
_{Ragnarok, the Final Destiny of the gods predicted as the ultimate destruction for the world. However, certain adventurers will rise and save Midgard that on the edge of dying. Uncovered the truth of an amnesiac savior, shall we begin our journey then?}
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It stopped around chapter 7, which is the climax of the story... No worries though, i'll continue it sooner




Here's some To-Do-List that i wanna complete...
Fortune-Gypsy ~ Iyrealla Geirssdottir [100%]
Chrono Cross ~ Sang of Feeling collab with :devpsychopedia: [100%]
Kaze no Kioku ~ World Destruction [65%]
Godsibb ~ Kiriban prize for ~StarSophi [0%]
Kawaii Warlock ~ Ragnarok Online [55%]
Ragnarok ~ Oath of a Valkyrie character sheet [40%]
Hyousa ~ RasutoxReina art for ~StarSophi [65%]
Lady GaGa ~ Poker Face Anime Version [30%]
Smouldering Sexiness ~ Final Destinz [0%]
Custom Game Magazine Design [35%]


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You see, it's like, works are neverending, huhu ;_______; Hopefully i'll complete them ASAP... Moreover, i havent start anything for my temporary client in freelance job, he requested any random flyer... Good grief! I have to squeeze my brain juice to get those bizarre ideas...! Bizarre i mean! >_____< Please do remind me about those jobs i've listed down in my To-Do-List if possible, and i'll be much appreciated of what you've did! Thanks a lot, muchas gracias!!